I wonder sometimes why I hold on to some things so tightly. No particular reason, or anything in particular that I am talking about. I just wonder why I hold on to people and things so firmly. Once in my soul, Im pretty much hard to get rid of. But I dont know why I do it. It is my downfall at times. I latch on, then get hurt. I love then end up in tears. I am such a complex and contradicting person when it comes to my feelings.
Now onto other things. I miss James. Im silly I know. Im too attached to him. I learned about attachment a long time ago. Any time I have gotten attached to some one they either leave or die. So I shouldnt curse a person with that. I shouldnt fall in love, I should spare everyone that pain. But so far I havent. One day I will learn though. Probably when its too late though. Ok so my mood is too dark to do this tonight. That is I should shut up before I have people worrying about me.
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