A young girls dreams.

There are a few things a girl dreams about her whole life. The biggest on the list is her wedding day. This is the one day all eyes are on her. From an early age she dreams of that dream wedding. She plays with sheets and her moms high heels. Or if she is like the young girl that I once was, she uses her moms prettiest night gown to play wedding. Then even though they are way too big, the white high heels and all kinds of jewelry. Ok so I out grew that years ago, but as a young woman I still dream of that magical day I tell everyone will never happen. Sadly enough I have been to the point where I started very seriously planning that day and it never happend. I was informed that he had a ring and my fathers blessing. Excitedly I began looking at dresses. I knew what I wanted. Actually we had discussed it several times. An elegant wedding near the water. A flowing, strapless white gown, that I still say one day I will get a gown much like. Then cold reality set in as he began acting strange. He had been carrying that ring around for 5 months when I got the knowledge he had placed my ring on the hand of another woman. Even now almost a year after our split I can conjure up so much pain and anger based on the way I felt when I found that out. SO once again Im that silly little girl who can only dream. This time though it is through my two best girl friends. I hope that one day I can find a love that will endure all the hard times and never gives up on me. A love I can trust to stand when the winds are harsh and reaches to the highest points. This love will save me from heartache and teach me to be the person I know is in me. A love that makes me complete in every sense, not just in a young girls dreams.