hmmm

It occurs to me all the things that I keep locked inside are things I allow no one to know. I have my two best friends that I tell everything to. Kristy and Kevin. Theres my Hope. Shes my other go to girl. But shes special cause shes my sister. The two of us share a very close connection. Shes my little angel sometimes. When I have a bad day I talk to one of the three of them. Get my questions answered from my three guiding lanterns. Then again theres Kevin and we drive each other nuts. But when I need the cold hard nasty truth, guess who tells it to me... Kevin. Right now Im going threw some things that I probably shouldnt have allowed to ever become a factor in my life. Im re-evaluating everything about me. I am finding out that life is made up of choices that sometimes we dont realize we made. Seems I havent been the best at making the choices that I needed to make. Ive picked one destructive road after another always thinking it was for the best. Not seeing that that road was the one that was gonna have me trip and fall some where along the way. I was asked the other day who I would have lunch with if I could pick any one person. I put down Kevin. Cause at this point I need one of those long talks that ends up with him slappin me in the forhead saying "see stupid what did I tell you?" Yeah I know sounds stupid but its true!