If I Have To

If I have to call you and tell you every day,
I will do just that to ensure that you know you are valued in this world.

If I have to send you an email every time I sign on my computer,
Just so that you know some one really cares for you,
Well then that is what I will do.

If I have to sit in a room with you and never say a word,
All I would do is listen,
So that you know you are important,
Then that is my goal in life.

If I have to reach out and grab your hand so that you will not fall,
I will be there to catch you,
That way you know I will always be your rock.

If I am frail and weak but you still need a friend,
I will pull all my strength together just to sit next to you,
For you to feel like you have a place in this world,
I will do my best to make sure you know you have that friend in me.

If you ever feel unwanted or unloved,
I will show you the love only a friend can show you,
I will do this just to let you know that you are needed and you are a vital part of my life.

Even if the rest of the world never understands our bond,
I will be here for you day or night,
Rain or shine I will be your best friend.

If one day I grow old and am ready to leave,
I will spend that last breath letting you know that you enriched my life in a way I can not fully explain,
So that you know you were always the only thing that ever made sense in my life.

If you ever need a place to run and hide,
Know that I will be just that for you,
Always caring to be at your side.

**our talk tonight made me do alot of thinking. you are special and I could never ever replace you. not even if God took my memory, you would find a way back in my world. you have withstood the many pains that have come and gone from my life. now in your time of need and pain, I want you to know my roots are firmly planted. and you are the only person who can read this and know exactly what is going in to this. you are the only one that can read this and not read something more into it. but every word is true. you and your friendship are more to me than just companionship. its a sense of knowing that some one else is just as confused as i, but at the same time can open my eyes to every thing else. lots of love.