Wow

Wow is all I have to say. I spent the night with Alex last night. It was nice. We watched a movie and slept. No you nasty brained people reading this, we didnt do anything. Hes so incredible. Ive never slept next to a man that did not expect anything. Alex just put his arms around me and off to sleep we were. Hes so cute when he sleeps. I watched him for a little while. He makes me smile. I feel safe with him. I am so proud of myself. I didnt freak out at all. Even though nothing happened I still normally freeze up at some point. Not at all last night. I was so comfortable. And he was so peaceful. Im still smiling at 7 in the morning. I woke up about 5:30 and woke him up. We layed around and talked for a little bit. It was so nice. Hes nice to be around in the mornings. I think it really is time that I just let go and followed what is going on in my heart. He is so amazing. I may never in a million years run across another man that I feel so strongly about. Wow...