Man my head is full of thoughts today. Im just so scatter brained. Mitch really pissed me off. The last few weeks I have felt really good about myself. Mitch came in and asked if I was in an accident too cause I looked like I wasnt feeling too good. I was like Gee thanks there asshole my self confidence just went down the tube. Alex spends all this time telling me how pretty I am. I actually start to think it and Mitch shoots it down. Then when I said something he was like "hey Im just pickin." Ok well hell I know Im not gorgeous but hell every time I start to feel good about myself he has to open his big mouth. Last time he said he didnt know how I could look in the mirror when I live with Kristy and shes so pretty. Then theres Carey and shes just beautiful. I was like huh. I dont really think about what they look like. But that hurt. Why didnt he just come right the fuck out and say hey your ugly. Wouldnt hurt as bad if he did. I dont really care what he thinks cause generally Mitch pisses me off. But I have never done anything to him to ask for that kind of shit off him. I need a smile right now. Im unexcited I have to get up super early in the morning but I dont mind. I like going places with Mamaw. Im totally bummed and I attribute it all back to that shit head. Im like totally ready to get the hell out of here for a while. I need some time out of the house. Kristy and Jason wrecked the jet skis earlier. She most likely has a concusion. The damn thing hit her in the head. Shes got a huge bruise. Poor thing missed work tonight and might miss in the morning. Im turning completly girly I painted my finger nails and did my toe nails to match. Alex calls it pampering myself. Ok so I did. But thats weird to me. Im not usually so damn girly.....
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