So my day was good today. I talked to my Alex for a few minutes and he managed to effectively put a smile on my face. Damn hes got a sexy voice. Im so pathetic. Im sitting here wishing he was here curled up in bed next to me. Especially since I cant sleep. He is so wonderful. So I had the obligatory phone call with my memother tonight. We have never had a good relationship. This she brought on herself. Its only been in the last two years we have started talking to each other and not arguing every single time. But it does still happen. It was nice this time. Normally its not so nice. I come away feeling like shit. Well she asked how I was and about Toby. I told her every thing. She actually was great. Just said some things I think I may have needed to hear. Shes been threw alot on the level of men and hurt. Granted she caused alot of that but hurt is hurt all the same. I told her about Alex. She said that he sounded like a good man. I was like good doesnt even touch what he is. Its so funny he cant multi-task well, and I pick on him a bit for that. Well he says its one of his many down falls. I made him snicker at me when I said I hadnt found a single fault yet. Its nice to know hes human. I have so many down falls. Its nice to know he thinks he has one too. To me, so far, he is more than perfect. The imperfections complete the man. Im still smiling and I havent even seen him today. Gosh I am so pathetic. His voice is so soothing and calm. I just absolutly adore him. He could probably just talk to me and I would be happy as a clam. No thats true. One short phone call and I will go to sleep dreaming of that sexy voice. Mmmmmm.......
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