Well now my day has been different. I talked to alex a bit ago. He is a sweetie. I was in such a bad mood and well now Im smiling. Damn his voice is soothing. He really is precious and very much a part of my soul at the moment. I dont know if that makes much sense but I really adore that man. He is wonderful. He makes me feel good about myself. Something that I havent felt in a long time. How is all that possible when I have only known him for a short time? All I know is I dont want to lose the connection that we have. Alex is special to me and that scares me some. It is about time I started living a life and stopped fearing the small things that I do fear. My shell is slowly opening. My only hope is that a pearl comes out instead of sand....
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