Showing posts with label Regret. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Regret. Show all posts

Monday, January 08, 2007

2006 in Review

1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?

Went to Chicago!

2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions and will you make more for next year?

I didnt make any.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

Yes, several actually.

4. Did anyone close to you die?

Yes. Four people actually. Ashley, Cassie, Maegen, Emily

5. What countries did you visit?

Just the one I live in!

6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?

Not much actually.

7. What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

The ones that I sat and cried for my girls who died this year.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

We bought a house!

9. What was your biggest failure?

I didnt tell the girls I loved them. Now I cant.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

Oh yeah I got pretty sick right at Christmas.

11. What was the best thing you bought?

Our house!!

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?

hmm, I will have to get back to you on that one.

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?

A whole stinking lot of people.

14. Where did most of your money go?

Rent

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

Going to Miami, Chicago and Kansas City


16. What song will always remind you of 2006?

Good Question. I dont have a good answer though.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you: Happier or sadder? Thinner or fatter? Richer or poorer?

A heck of a lot happier, about the same size, I got a raise but I am not richer!!!

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?

Tell them i loved them more.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?

being upset at situations I could have changed.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?

Sicker than shit and at work.

21. Did you fall in love in 2006?

Nope. I was already there.

23. How many one-night stands?

None Im not that kinda girl.

24. What was your favourite TV program?

Deal or No Deal. or To Catch a Predator on Dateline.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

Hate is such a strong word. I dont use it.

26. What was the best book you read?

Oh I read so many its hard to say. My favorite though was Elvis and Me by Pricilla Presley

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?

Hm... I dont know that I had any.

28. What did you want and get?

To see my sisters, and I got them just not at the same time.

29. What did you want and not get?

Oh goodness alot of things.

30. What was your favourite film of this year?

Well I really loved Over the Hedge. But just for a good laugh RV was freaking hilarious.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

I turned 24, I was sick.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

Id rather not say that one, I still have this particular want.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?

Do what I like!

34. What kept you sane?

Adam

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

Hmmm.. I dont know.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?

Well I get involved in the Breast Cancer Awareness activities every year.

38. Who was the best new person you met?

I would have to say that would be Kellie Runge. Shes my boss, but I find it very easy to talk to her.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006.

Tell the people you love just how much you love them every chance you get. You may not have tomarrow.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

"Every now and then, soft as breath upon my skin, i feel you coming back again...... and I believe." --- when I am missing a loved one.
The name of the song is I Believe sung by Diamond Rio

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

I wonder sometimes how I have affected the lives of others..

"Back then could you see what our future would be? I wonder do you think of me? I still love you do you think of me?" --Keith Whitley

That song I have put words from in so many passages. Usually when I get to thinking of two people. Two in general. Him and James. Yeah well the love changed. Levels of it anyways. I still love them. Im just not in love. He was special and came along at a crucial point in my life. He was a friend to lean on and a heart to hold. Life wasnt always pretty but it was comforting to have him. Anyone that reads my blog or has for a while knows James. He was and always will be special. Its not everyday that a girl loves so freely then it is gone in the blink of an eye. Due to hot tempers and lack of understanding. Mainly on my own part.
Yet tonight the song is playing in my house and I am thinking of some thing all together different. Life is so much happier for me than it has been in so long. I am sitting here thinking of people I love and miss. I am wondering sometimes if they ever sit and wonder where I am and what happend to me. I wonder if I left a mark on anyones heart to the point that they say to themselves "I still love you, do you think of me?"
Just a thought but it is what I thought tonight...