Looking Back Now

Looking back now,
I wonder where the time went.
Seems just yesterday I was a kid,
With so much ahead.
Then I met you,
Thats when I fell.
Life seemed perfect for a while,
But it was all in my head.
You led me on.
Letting me believe I was the only one.
Before you I was a young lady.
Now I am still young but a lady I am not.
My pride and dignity gone,
Just by being with you that long.
Looking back now,
I wonder where the time went.
For all the years spent,
I have memories of places we went.
But the more I think,
The harder it is to remember you with out a drink.
Looking back now,
I wish I could say no.
That way I would not be sitting here,
Looking back on it now.