ah me!

I know its been a while since I really posted regularly. I get on my kicks where I have no time for anything but school and work. Ok who am I trying to lie to? I am still on one. This quarter at school is already proving to be harder than I thought it would be. Its more Chemistry involved than I was expecting. If anyone remembers back that far, Chemistry sucked. I had alot of trouble in that class, though I passed.

Skip to now. I am only awake at this ungodly hour because I was supposed to have a class this morning. Well it snowed like 4 inches last night, and is still snowing. So I have decided it not a good idea to try to get out of the house.

My baby sister, Hope is now in Korea. I have to say its weird to know she is half way around the world. Not that she hasnt been gone before. Just this time will be a long stay. Not real sure how long, but it could be up to 18 months if I understood it correctly. Thats ok though, her fiance will be there in February so I wont worry as much then.

Life here has changed very little since my last real post. Well other than the one about Omaha. Things are pretty much the same. Every one is driving me nuts with "why arent you guys married?" questions. I hate that question.

Christmas is almost here and Im so not done shopping. Though I only have a few to buy for now! I love this season. Even though it makes me broke every year! I cant help it, I love the decorations and every thing else! For the first year I feel like I have out done myself. I have gotten a few little gifts that will be so much better than anything anyone can give adam. Last year I felt like I may have been the one he didnt get the cool stuff from. This year I know they cant beat me! Hah! I know that sounds stupid but it is soo true!

I hope every ones holidays are good! I promise to post more in the future! I will try this time not to be a stranger for so dang long!

Bridezille Update

So if any of you have read any of the postings, I think there were two previous to this one, you will know already that my older sister is getting married. Well shes been just horrible to all of us since she got engaged (one month ago or so).
Now it seems she is pregnant. Just how far along, we don't know! She has yet to go to the doctor. Well we all figured that with this being her second wedding and such, she would decide that she needs to put her baby first. No instead, her and her fiance are going to JP it, then they are going to make us all come down there and have her big ass wedding. WHAT!
Have I mentioned that she is PREGNANT! Hello baby needs to come first. Have I also mentioned that currently there is no income! She was fired from her job, he is still between jobs from a lay off! Jeeze, people!
Common sense, you're gonna go get married at the Justice of the Peace! So let the family throw you a huge party after the baby is born since all of us are in Nebraska and North Carolina, then its all done! None of us can afford to come down when the baby is born, then turn around and come down for the wedding a month or two later. This really is what she wants us to do. Like we are made of money.
Today I told her that I can only come down once next year. I will come down when bean is born, then I cant go back for a while, until I have vacation time again. That could be near a year! I told her that after we made out our budget, that I was lucky to get the one trip. I am getting ready to buy a house, I have to pay my bills before I can do anything.
To this she says "well I guess you just don't love me!" WHAT!!!!!! Are you freaking kidding me?? I love her so much it hurts, but I want her to use her head! Now she really is Bridezilla!!!

Update of me!

Sorry guys that it has taken me so long to write. Finals are this week at school. Last week starting Monday night, I was sick. Yes, I once again foiled Valentines day. Lol Adam went out and had fun while I slept the night away sicker than a dog. Of coarse I told him too. I didnt feel it was right for him to have to sit at home and be bored just because I couldnt go out and play. So I spent several days with a nagging fever and still have that cough. Adam also now has this cough and is sick. I feel so bad that he is ill, it is all because he wanted to stick around and take care of me. He was wonderful. I dont know how I would have made it last week with out him. Its amazing that he didnt get sick until after I was over it all.
But life is fast these days. Hope has a birthday today! Shes gettin so old! But shes still my munchkin sister! I love you HOPE!!
Other than that theres no news. Im ever the same. Love you guys!

UPDATE

Just a quick update because I have to go get ready for my long shift at work. Hope went home yesterday. No that doesnt mean that I dont think my dad is a shithead. But I am glad she is home. I have been so worried. She had to go to the doctor. They wont let her go back to school until Monday. She was sick. Well she is sick. Anyways I was soooo happy to hear from her last night. I just wanted to update that. She is home and I dont have to worry so much any more. Later yall! Im off to see the wizard... No thats not right.. Im off to get ready to go to Hell. I mean work......