Ok so if he wasnt already, James Earl is now a very big part of my personal life. Things have changed between us. We are still so close its ridiculous. With one exception, hes my boyfriend. Hmm thats an odd thing to actually write down. He is very special to me. Always has been. I thought this would be weird. Truth is its so comfortable and natural. I dont know. Hes just always been there for me. I know so much about him. I have no real secrets from him. He knows all the shit that hurts me or has bothered me. I am comfortable talking about everything with him. The last few nights we have been up on the phone until 4 and 5 in the morning. Hes such a night owl and well I am too so its nice. I havent talked to him today and jeeze Im a dork. I am sitting up thinkin hmmm Im bored. I really enjoy him. Nope we havent even sat in the same room and I know I dont have to worry about shit with him. I really dont know why I never looked at him with my blinders off before. Jeeze I sound like such a girl...
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