Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Moving on...

I find it appropriate to quote a song here...
By Rascal Flatts...


I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with the past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moment of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin on

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin on

I'm movin on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no garantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I made up my mind that those days are gone

I sold what I could and packed what I could'nt
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived that I should'nt
I had to lose every thing to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin on
I'm movin on
I'm movin on

This is the most fitting theme to my life at the moment and well Hope I think it is yours too my dear little sister. Read the words feel them. Its our life girl. It is mom and dads divorce for us, significant break ups and loss. But most of all it is me and you finding the strength to do what the song says... Move on... Love you baby sister...

2 comments:

Munchkin said...

I love you too big sis

Unknown said...

Just know that no matter what time of the day or night I will be here for you. Im proud of you. You are a special girl. My only real little sister and well I have a huge bond with you that I dont have with anyone else. If I tend to nag sometimes just know its cause I love you and dont want you hurt. As you noticed in a previous post about Jon I dont like for you to hurt. I want you happy. I love you...