One day when the winds change I will too. I mean some times I really think that I do this to myself. I get close to some one then I hurt them with unkind words or something of the sort. With Toby I did. I said something a few weeks ago out of anger and now he barely talks to me. I saw a truck today that was identical to his. I mean down to the last detail. I automatically thought "oh my hes home." Then the driver got out. The man wasnt him. Infact nothing like him. My heart sunk. I felt like I was gonna cry. I know I sound like a whiner. But I dont know what to say. Im a bit on the lost side my self. Any ways. Im hoping that things will work out this week. Im really hoping to hear from him soon. He has been off for three weeks now and I have barely talked to him let alone seen him. I want him to come home so we can work through all of this together.....
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