Don't cry because its over, Smile because it happened. -- Dr. Seuss
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Why so Quiet?
I dont normally make videos for this blog... because I have a video blog with my roommates... but this is more along the lines of the things I post here...
You break my heart girl, because really the only thing I can do is send you virtual hugs and prayers.
We are travel down dark paths in our lives, and we all stumble sometimes, that is why life is meant to go hand in hand. And this is a learning lesson, and sometimes we take these heart aches and use to make our lives better. Just know that you are not alone, and that what you are feeling and going through is valid and worthwhile.
Just breathe. Give yourself time, and have patience with your heart. It will catch up with the rest.
Thank you Kris. I really am trying. I know it will get better, that time will pass and I will wake up and this will all seem like a weird dream. Truth is I miss him more everyday and have no right to feel that way. I wish there was an adequate way to tell you how much your support and friendship truly mean to me and helps ne get through.
I am always here if you need a shoulder. We girls have to stick together, and I really do understand what you are feeling. I am dealin with my own inner demons right now, and the next step in the end of a relationship that I have been afraid of letting go of for some time. And I don't think anyone could accuse you of not trying.
I seriously think I could have tried so much harder. Truth is I got scared. Things got real and I think that scared us both. Oh kris it's just not right that I still feel so much.
I don't think its a matter of being right or wrong, it's what you feel and you shouldn't be ashamed of feeling one way or another. Scared or not for both of you, I truly believe things happen for a reason. As sad and tragic as this may be, God never puts anything on you that you are not able to bear on your own. Whatever the lesson he is trying to teach, I am confident that you will come out the stronger for it. Remember, that you do not need the love of a man to be loved and to be worth a great deal to a lot of people. Some day, some guy is going to realize that, and he is not going to care how scared you get, or he gets. He will fight for you.
You are so right, I don't need it, but God I miss it. I miss everything about it. I miss silly stuff like his snoring or waking me up cause be would decide to pull me over closer with his leg. How he showed off for no reason other than me being the only person there to see it, I even miss his randomly walking around naked. He would so not approve of me saying that... But you are right one day someone will fight for me when it's not easy... I just wish I didnt have to be so alone til then....
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You break my heart girl, because really the only thing I can do is send you virtual hugs and prayers.
We are travel down dark paths in our lives, and we all stumble sometimes, that is why life is meant to go hand in hand. And this is a learning lesson, and sometimes we take these heart aches and use to make our lives better. Just know that you are not alone, and that what you are feeling and going through is valid and worthwhile.
Just breathe. Give yourself time, and have patience with your heart. It will catch up with the rest.
Thank you Kris. I really am trying. I know it will get better, that time will pass and I will wake up and this will all seem like a weird dream. Truth is I miss him more everyday and have no right to feel that way.
I wish there was an adequate way to tell you how much your support and friendship truly mean to me and helps ne get through.
I am always here if you need a shoulder. We girls have to stick together, and I really do understand what you are feeling. I am dealin with my own inner demons right now, and the next step in the end of a relationship that I have been afraid of letting go of for some time. And I don't think anyone could accuse you of not trying.
I seriously think I could have tried so much harder. Truth is I got scared. Things got real and I think that scared us both. Oh kris it's just not right that I still feel so much.
I don't think its a matter of being right or wrong, it's what you feel and you shouldn't be ashamed of feeling one way or another. Scared or not for both of you, I truly believe things happen for a reason. As sad and tragic as this may be, God never puts anything on you that you are not able to bear on your own. Whatever the lesson he is trying to teach, I am confident that you will come out the stronger for it. Remember, that you do not need the love of a man to be loved and to be worth a great deal to a lot of people. Some day, some guy is going to realize that, and he is not going to care how scared you get, or he gets. He will fight for you.
You are so right, I don't need it, but God I miss it. I miss everything about it. I miss silly stuff like his snoring or waking me up cause be would decide to pull me over closer with his leg. How he showed off for no reason other than me being the only person there to see it, I even miss his randomly walking around naked. He would so not approve of me saying that... But you are right one day someone will fight for me when it's not easy... I just wish I didnt have to be so alone til then....
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