She sits and stares out the window wondering if he will ever just grow up......
How is it I never know what to believe if it comes from him....
Why does the thought of not talking to him bother me but I cant answer the phone when he calls......
If he is in need why do I want to help but if I am the one in need he runs to hide.....
How can you know and trust some one your whole life then realize it may have all been a farse......
These are the things I wonder sometimes and things I have felt for a while when it comes to talking to or about my father. He is my father but why do I feel like he should just live his life and grow up rather than making the four of us crazy and worried all the time???
1 comment:
No hes more than sometimes off. Hes always off...
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