Me! Now!

I graduate from my training coarse tomarrow night. Oh my I am so excited. But as Paul and I discussed tonight, its sad because we wont be with everyone we have grown to just absolutely love in the last five weeks. The two of us will be working together several nights a week though, as well as Joan and Kara. I love my girls. So I will be seeing them. I am excited. On the other hand we are not allowed to walk out into the parking lot alone after dark anymore. Seems Sunday night there was an attempted and partially successful car jacking in our parking lot. So tonight Paul walked with me. Well my "big brother" as I like to call him was parked in the row in front of me. So it turned out to be the best thing. We two have been dubbed the class brother and sister. Because that is how we have grown to look at each other. Hes a bit older than me and we joke around as if we had grown up in the same house. Hes great. I enjoy having my friend around. I confide somethings to him. He listens and keeps it between us. Quite literally my two best friends in this training class have been Kara and Paul the evil. So if you see me refer to the evil one or just evil, it is Paul. Its our names for each other. Seems everyone has kinda adopted it. I need to do some running around tomarrow and catch a few thank you cards and a mothers day card. Janece has been my class room mom. Thought about getting her a card too. But you all know how much I hate mothers day. So we will just have to see.
Ok well I have decided that I am going to start running and exercising daily if possible. Cause lets face it some days its just not gonna be feasible. But I need to get my butt back into shape. Im going to check into a dance class for once a week. Just to keep some flexability. Ok and to keep some skill I have lost in the last almost five years now. I miss it. Dance gave me a great sense of empowerment. I miss the thrill of being in a performance. It got me pumped and I always loved it. Even if I messed up or missed a count. I loved dance. I thought about singing again. But I dont think I really want to do that. I just dont have the tenacity that was there as a teenager. Thing is I am only 23 so I think I have just lost some of the care and want. But I miss dancing. So that is definatly on the plate for sometime this summer. Maybe even sign up to help teach beginners dance. Thats a great way to shape some skills. Hmm lots of thoughts on that. We will see.....