You never know what good will come...

A few months ago I lost what I was certain was the most loved I have ever felt.  Yes I still feel like we had and to some extent still have a connection that no one else will ever top.  When I left DC that cold January morning, I never thought I would go back to that area, EVER.  Well I did go back.  

I went to DC then to Delaware with the girl pictured above.  This girl has been my angel since I met her in January.  Shes stuck by me when I felt alone, listened to me cry and actually been the only person to watch both sides of the Kevin/Amanda run of stupidity.  Meaning she knows all my indiscretions, dates, screw ups and all my personal hell.  Shes been there for it all from afar.  The real kicker here is that threw the majority of the bullshit, she was Kevin's roommates girlfriend.  So she had the inside that I didnt really need and we rarely talked about him.  She knew I was hurt and she knew that I needed to find a way to deal with it. 

I went to see Miss Emily and we had a great time.  I didnt really tell Kevin I was gonna be in the area.  But the day before I left, we were in Maryland driving back to DC from Delaware, and I "butt dialed" him.  He texted me that he was at brunch and asked what was up.  I think he was slightly upset that I didnt tell him I was going to be in the area.  But I guess I was scared to tell him.  I mean I few months ago I was certain I would never talk to him again.  We tried to make plans to hang out.  It didnt end up happening.  Kind of disappointing.  But I know now that next time I will tell him before and make plans cause I do regret not telling him now.

However after this trip, I am 100% sure I will be living in that area eventually I LOVE the east coast.  I am for sure gonna continue to apply for jobs out there and see what happens.  :)  For once I know this would be a move for me and no one else.  But I have friends I love and family there and I would be happy out there.