Eased nerves on one part

Well my biggest secret is out of the bag with the person who it mattered the most to know. I had some trouble saying it. He told me that I didnt have to tell him what it was that kept me from talking about dad. But I disagreed. I told him that if he really wanted to understand the way I am he had to know. That I promised to not keep any secrets therefore I needed to reveal the thing I keep burried the deepest in my closet. He was amazing about it. He could see how bad it hurt me and all. He just reached over and grabbed my hand and I spit it out. It took me a while. But he was great. He asked a few questions, which I expected. But in all he was more understanding than many of the people who have found this out have been. He put my nerves to ease rather quickly. We ended up having a very relaxed night. After my father joined my website though I knew I had to tell Adam. Not that hes a site member, but he does see pictures on it. Thats where I post all my pics. So now I have decided that the ones in there are more than enough to know anything. I will be taking it off my profile, and basically not giving that link out. Sort of like my other blog. The one no one else reads except two people. Im secretive sometimes. That ones my one to vent the things I wouldnt ordinarily write for the people who do know me to read. Though I do know that they love me. I just have to say things sometimes in order not to explode. Well anyways Im in a bit of a mood, so Im gonna get off here.