No Matter Where My Reckless Soul Takes Me...

We all have our flaws, we all have our regrets. I guess the question is, how do you deal with them, before they deal with you? I personally get scared when people get too close. I have a hard time trusting anyone. I have a very tough time telling people I love them. Once in my inner circle though, I tend to hang on to them for as long as they will keep me. I have this huge flaw. I allow people to walk on me, I dont like confrontation and will generally do just about anything to avoid it. I go out of my way to make other people happy, to see a smile on my friends and families faces. Some of them, yes, will return that as well. When I decide I love some one, no distance is too far, no cost too great. I put everything into it. No one else matters. I guess that is a flaw too, to some extent. I am blessed to have so many wonderful people around me, who love me and support me regardless of the situation given to me. These girls I live with, my mom, my stepdad, my sister, they all support me, even if they dont agree with my decions. They save me daily. With out knowing it they keep me level.