You Will Just Know...

"The first time my heart was broken I thought I was through; I swore I'd never love again and believe me this was true, but when you walked into my life the second your eyes met mine, I knew you were worth loving, just like before, just like the first time."
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I have always been told, that when I met that person, I would just know. So now I wonder if this is the reason the first time I laid eyes on him I knew he was special. I spent an entire week avoiding that man, because I knew if I was to spend the time with him, it would lead to something more. I squealed like a little girl later that night when I ran into him again on the boat. So if you are wondering, the man in the picture, that is my Marine. That is the first moment I met him. Right after he gave me is name, and asked for mine.

He is something else adorable. But he doesn't think he is anything special... Which makes him more amazing to me. I like that hes modest. Lets face it, hes sexy as hell. Trust me on this, everything about the man is beautiful. Yes looks alone are enough to make any girl say, wow. However, I have spent almost 12 weeks getting to know him. The more I learn, the more I cant imagine ever not being with him. He is wonderful.

Saturday night I went out with some friends, for a bachelorette party. He called me when I got home. I had texted him to let him know I was home safely, like he had asked. Yes this is a habit the two of us have. I mean we are in different time zones, so its not like we can just see each other at any time. As I was getting into bed he called, we talked for a while. He had a bad day at work. We talked about it, he asked how our night out was. I was drunk. I didn't lie. I didn't need to, with how giggly I was. After a while it was just us talking really softly. My room mate came in and didn't even know I was on the phone. He told me some girl gave him her number. I told him about the guy at the dance club who asked me to dance and well I said yes. He isnt a jealous person, neither am I. I told him that we were country dancing and the guy told me to stand still, then all the sudden my feet were in the air and I thought I was gonna puke. He laughed and said I should have.

We talked for a long time that night. I mean I was up til 3 which means he was up til 4. He calls me beautiful and gorgeous, all the time. He makes me smile, laugh, feel good. He wakes me up every morning. He tells me good night, every night. He all around makes me a happier person. He makes me want things I have never even dreamed about.

I know God gives us every person for a reason. This man has been my angel. I know that the moment I met him was a blessing. I get to see those beautiful eyes in December, then again in January. I can not wait. Ive never been so excited to see anyone, talk to anyone, or just be with them in my life. Ok Im a mushy fool. I am gonna shut up!

"If, out of time, I could pick one moment and keep it shining, always new, of all the days that I have lived, I'd pick the moment I met you."