“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”

This sums it up. This is what I want. This is what I have. I have a wonderful "boyfriend", who isnt scared to tell his friends about me, who tells me I am beautiful. I thank God every day for him. He is the most amazing man I have ever met, and he doesn't even see it. I adore him with every fiber of my being.

He has been moving into a new place all weekend, so its been kind of quiet on the lines. I don't expect him to put down what hes doing to talk to me. I know time is valuable, esp when you have a million things to do, and have a deadline. Out of no where this morning he called me while he was waiting on the boys to return with the truck, he called and we talked for a bit. I was surprised to hear from him. Hes been that busy the last three days. He was so ready for it to be over. When he called it was just to hear my voice. I said hello, his response was, "Hello beautiful, do you miss me? I miss you." I admit, I melted.

Then later, when hes still busy as hell, he sends me a text message. "Hey sweetness, I just wanted to say Hi! I miss you!" Really, who wouldnt want to keep that, I mean really! That is exactly what my response was. "You are super sweet babe, I think I will keep you!"