Well I am bored tonight. Just sitting around with not too much to do. Im slightly missing James tonight. Ok more than slightly. This time of the year sucks. I dont mind it so much but the holidays havent sank in yet. I am enjoying the little bit of the music that I have heard. But other than that I have not started shopping and I havent gotten any thing accomplished. Hope may come down. But I dont know. Im missing my family in a big way.. I feel slightly as an outsider at times around this time of the year. I mean I have no relation here so it is hard. I love my family here. The Johnsons and Gaskins are my family. But I miss the Moores and dare I say it even the Petersons. I yearn for that family shit that I never really got into at Christmas. But I guess you never really miss it until it is gone. Kristy and I have offered to go get Hope. She doesnt get out of school until the 22nd. That makes it slightly more difficult but it can still be done. She gets out at 12:35. So I have to work on that Thursday. Ok I am slightly excited now! Hopefully in a few weeks I will get Hope! I really bad want to see her! AHHH I MISS MY JAMES!!!!!